Donnerstag, 31. August 2006

Virtues of S.:
- High working morale
- Hygienic conscientiousness
- Not investigative

Vices of S.:
- Subordinated to her mother
- Unstable temper
- Obsessed by her missing sister
- Manipulative

Mittwoch, 30. August 2006

It is to my advantage, that S. sleeps late. I will now proceed with the protocol of our first meeting after a long time. Until the main dish was served, we chatted about minor matters which was followed by a tense silence for several minutes. S. wore a flowered blouse, far too tight bluejeans and grey sneakers. Then, having a mousse au chocolat lying in front of her, S. broke out in tears and begged me to move back in with her. This was garnished with excuses and some reproaches. I managed to act reluctantly even if I welcomed her change of mind. My investigation had been interrupted by that unfortunate incident and now I was offered a chance to bring the case to a closure.
A briefing of S.:
- Born in a shopkeeper's family.
- Grew up in a household with a difficult mother, gentle but weak and passive father and senile grandfather who had died in her early childhood.
- Due to her upbringing and several shocking experiences, she was filled with insecurity, physical self-disgust and developed a choleric character.
- Only younger sister ran away from home at the age of 14. She wasn't heard of since then.
- Spent most of her teenage years in a boarding school for girls where she spent the happiest days of her life.
- Left school at the age of 16 to do an apprenticeship at a shoe shop.
- All in all, S. has led an uneventful, simple life.
Overall appearance:
- Brunette, shoulder-long, lank hair, sometimes greasy
- Plump physique of average height
- No remarkable features except for strongly asymmetric eyebrows
- Tendency to sweat overly because of her temper
- Slightly crouching posture
Main character traits:
- First extreme: withdrawn, anxious, mistrusting, obsequious
- Second extreme: choleric, aggressive, ability to talk someone into believing he bore a guilt

Dienstag, 29. August 2006

The run of luck concerning my labour has reached its peak. To make this comprehensive, I need to go back to July 14th when I got a phone call of S. (information as collected in '05 is deposited in folder S./012305/A and S./040305/B). At that time I walked the fringe of despair as there was no material for me to work on. I erred through the streets merely catching glimpses of blank faces. No subject could take in the gap left by N. It came that S. stated she needed to talk to me and we arranged to meet for lunch on the following day. We agreed on the italian restaurant we used to have our first meetings.

I have to stop now, have to continue here tomorrow.